nothing has changed. -_-'
yes, nothing has changed.
i'm still the same old me... that is, if we are to speak in terms of bad habits... say... procrastination? *sighs* i should be in class at this very moment. i've missed 3 classes today because i willed it to happen. let's backtrack... at the start of the day (Tuesday Ü), I was thinking, "no sleeping unless i get to finish all that i have to do." but i slept a while after. i was sleepy! so, i did... i slept. but before i did, i set the alarm to wake me up an hour after... which i don't think really happened. maybe I did stand to turn off the alarm, but after that... well... i obviously did something that made me decide this afternoon to finish what I have got to finish. i had set another alarm for the early morning, at around 6am, so if i continue sleeping after the first alarm, I'd still have another alarm to wake me up so I could at least do something... problem was, I still slept. my dad forced me to stop being lazy at around 8am... nice. I've got no more time to do what I had to. we left home maybe some minutes after 10:30. I did everything I had to here at school. Problem was, I couldn't finish all before 2nd subject... I extended my working time up to 20 mins. after 3rd subject started. I reached the door of the classroom at 4:30pm. 30 minutes late. they had already started with the activity, eulogy. i cut that class even if there was an hour left before it finishes firstly because i thought makaka-abala na naman ako. second reason, (i admit, bitterly) i was afraid to come in. i knew he would scold me, then the person presenting or that would present would lose his momentum... i wanted to come in, actually, but fear overcame me... it conquered me! i wanted to see doitz, too, but I told Reg that I'll just abstain from doitz today. I also told Joie "patayin mo na lang ako ulit pagdating ko dyan mamaya." well... time to redeem myself?
goodbye worldwideweb!
i'm still the same old me... that is, if we are to speak in terms of bad habits... say... procrastination? *sighs* i should be in class at this very moment. i've missed 3 classes today because i willed it to happen. let's backtrack... at the start of the day (Tuesday Ü), I was thinking, "no sleeping unless i get to finish all that i have to do." but i slept a while after. i was sleepy! so, i did... i slept. but before i did, i set the alarm to wake me up an hour after... which i don't think really happened. maybe I did stand to turn off the alarm, but after that... well... i obviously did something that made me decide this afternoon to finish what I have got to finish. i had set another alarm for the early morning, at around 6am, so if i continue sleeping after the first alarm, I'd still have another alarm to wake me up so I could at least do something... problem was, I still slept. my dad forced me to stop being lazy at around 8am... nice. I've got no more time to do what I had to. we left home maybe some minutes after 10:30. I did everything I had to here at school. Problem was, I couldn't finish all before 2nd subject... I extended my working time up to 20 mins. after 3rd subject started. I reached the door of the classroom at 4:30pm. 30 minutes late. they had already started with the activity, eulogy. i cut that class even if there was an hour left before it finishes firstly because i thought makaka-abala na naman ako. second reason, (i admit, bitterly) i was afraid to come in. i knew he would scold me, then the person presenting or that would present would lose his momentum... i wanted to come in, actually, but fear overcame me... it conquered me! i wanted to see doitz, too, but I told Reg that I'll just abstain from doitz today. I also told Joie "patayin mo na lang ako ulit pagdating ko dyan mamaya." well... time to redeem myself?
goodbye worldwideweb!
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