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Thursday, February 02, 2006

oh, these hearts of ours...

The following is an entry dated 10/17/05... i wasn't able to post it. i wasn't even able to finish it. Here goes:

title: brown, i find, is a myriad of colors. i am brown...
based on what i've been seeing (or based on what i have been doing) lately, it is evident that brown becomes the prominent (if not the only) color after a (successful?) mix of chalk dust or oil pastel particles. i am now into thinking that such proofs are a reflection of what i am feeling now. i'm afraid, excited, in love (interrobangs), frustrated, worried... have i mentioned Worried? and afraid? i hate to admit it, but i'm afraid... i'm so afraid that i can't even tell what i'm afraid of, so afraid that i'm afraid to speak up! confusing, hm?... i am wishing at this very moment that i were colorblind... (though i know that it's just the spur of the moment... i don't mean this!)

that was it. and Tickle seems to agree... i'm basing that statement on the result I got from one of its tests which a friend (Sherwin!) forwarded. Result:

Yin, your true color is Brown!

You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision. Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music. Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart.


i'm ok with that.


today, February 2, is another "memorable day," as what Reg would call it... Yesterday was one, and today is... well, the next memorable day to The memorable day. (***blinking W*** one of the things we've made up in class... it's a BeS thing. ^^) it's nothing serious... just something related to... umm... love life?!?... not so much about that, but something about crushes, sightseeing, & the like... those that we girls love doing! lately, (I mean, this Feb, at least... but we're only at the mouth of Feb!... oh, well...) we've been seeing our dear prospects and as much as I would like to say that I hate mentioning these sorts of thingies, well... I'm getting to love this Feb! not quite though since there is also a "problem" (or problemS...) we have to face... I can't mention names... but, oh! to keep this "conversation" light, I'll be making kwento (yuck! Taglish!) again about my crush, him, the present. well, I can't tell much since I'm afraid he might easily find out about this or somebody else would. (isn't that enough a clue?) he's not so the "pretty boy" type, but he's... ok. i mean, with the length of time that we've been together, I couldn't really say he's not likeable... the problem is... [i suppose that--] many have a crush on him.

ok, that's enough. i've been giving out too much info. however little you think those might be, well... I still think I've said enough!

'til next!
(sorry sa pabitin. and, oh!, Happy Valentine's Month! i'm with Bea nga pala, sa lib......)
:-)

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