last July 1: <titulo: i must be scary.. haha! ~.^> wheepee!!! (U.P.!) ... nothing nice or funny... really. everything seems so dark... i mean... the situation i'm in... we're in... right now... depressing. it's just not nice to think about everything negative... doesn't make me productive in any way. right now, i need Naruto's determination to face my weaknesses & the conflicts surrounding us today.
today: <titulo: look up, man... ^ yes, up there.> hello... umm... what now?... umm... guess i won't post anything about politics... i'll leave all my bad thoughts on politics to xanga... it's better out there, where it's plain & boring... xanga is kinda boring to me... i don't know... maybe it's just me... maybe i'm just lazy, so lazy that i won't even do the editing of little things... hmm... perhaps it's just me...
a while ago , i wrote something on paper... as usual, i wrote my thought-stuffs on papers that would someday be seen anywhere in my messy bag or in our messy room, or somewhere messy... i wrote about confusion... & eventually showed how i had confused myself thinking i was confused... basta... something like that... before that, i've written parts of 3 different melodies. inspired? nah... just... confused... or frustrated... maybe i was... but not inspired... dark? hmm... i wish my pale skin were dark, not my thoughts. -.- btw, we (the band) were with May (of previous 1BES1) last Friday... & Ira (of MDPS) & I met up on Y!M kanina lang & we did the usual kumustahan. it turned out that we're ok-ok & both "loveless." i didn't get to catch Camz (of MDPS, grade school days...) although she was not yet offline at the time i signed in. sorry, maybe next time? well... there'll be no talk on the "latest crush" for now... i can't think of someone to like, besides Mark (yes, still... Mark of Westlife... baduy ba? kanya-kanya nang desisyon yan...)
oh! it's so colorful in here! isn't it? <please excuse my grammar... for always? ^^ critiques are always welcome.>
'til next ka-weirdo-han!!! v^.^
